| | Wow so I was just kinda curious what was going on with my old xanga, and people actually look at it? Well I guess its about god damn time for an update. I don't speak with Brian, Samantha, or Katie anymore. If anyone reads this xanga, they know why I stopped talking to Brian, thats a no brainer. For a person who used me for 3 years among alot of other emotional tragedy, he seemed to get quite jealous whenever someone else was in my hearts desire. So I had to just drop that low life, especially before I got reattached. I am with Eric now and have been for a year and 11 days. Cant believe it. Who would have thought. Me who either plays the games or gets played when I find someone who true interest. It's not perfect, at times it can even be horrible. But thinking of letting go after so long and I truely do love him, I've held on to so little for so long, I think I can atleast hold on to something like this. I live in my hell. Back at my Dads again. Havent lived there since I ran away when I was 14. Just to replace him with another emotionally challenged dog (Brian). But now not only do I have him to deal with. I have his girlfriend, and her freeloading fat lazy pampered daughter who hasnt had a job for about 5 months and does nothing but eat and sit on her ass. Then I have my own problem like my shitty job and sometimes my relationship. Eric lives at my Dads with me, and he is a little possesive, so I hardly get a second to breathe between him and work. If I go over my moms to hang I just get interigated by her, If I hang with Friends I get interigated by Eric. I guess the only down time is hanging with my sister, then again she usually is just trying to get me to help her with something. Weither it be her trillionth time moving, Or her exuses of why she cant lift the laundry downstairs. She did invite me to go to Douny park next friday, so that will be amazingly relaxing! I am so tired! I work at night, usually get home around 10am and I have off tonight so I havent been to bed yet. Sad that on a nice friday night I have nothing better to do than go to my moms to go online, then home to go to bed. I dont have the energy to go on about anything else. I'll try to keep in touch. |
| | Posted 5/15/2009 8:36 PM - 26 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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